07-21-2021, 05:46 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-22-2021, 04:58 AM by GreekGod22.)
Day 41 / 180 ON
Mood: 6/10
2 loops Hybrid + 1 loop US
I have a confession to make: about 2 years ago, in order to inflate my online image, I bought fake followers for my Instagram account. I wanted to be perceived as more popular.
These past few days, I deleted pretty much all of my fake followers / bots, and I'm left with my real following count. I felt less need to be validated by others, by the world. This might be the effect of OFv3. It's like I now know I have value as a man, and this value is not dependent on how many followers I got on my social media. I don't give a fu*k about it.
I have not stopped working on my appearance and social skills and all that, but I care much less about the opinion of others. So it's not a doomer type of mentality, but instead I am progressing to a mature and self-validating individual.
Mood: 6/10
2 loops Hybrid + 1 loop US
I have a confession to make: about 2 years ago, in order to inflate my online image, I bought fake followers for my Instagram account. I wanted to be perceived as more popular.
These past few days, I deleted pretty much all of my fake followers / bots, and I'm left with my real following count. I felt less need to be validated by others, by the world. This might be the effect of OFv3. It's like I now know I have value as a man, and this value is not dependent on how many followers I got on my social media. I don't give a fu*k about it.
I have not stopped working on my appearance and social skills and all that, but I care much less about the opinion of others. So it's not a doomer type of mentality, but instead I am progressing to a mature and self-validating individual.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G