07-21-2021, 02:31 AM
The clouds of resistance are starting to drift away. Over the past week or so, what I've felt can only be described as existential anxiety. The mind holds the blueprint of the past and expects to find purpose in creating a future in alignment with it. Needless to say, with the subliminal, the very blueprint of money and life is re-arranging in a multitude of ways. The new future proposed didn't fit like a perfect jigsaw to the old blueprint. It caused tremendous dread, loneliness, and a feeling of loss. I believe I have the power to chose my new reality and accept it as the norm. I am beginning to do so in little but definitive ways.