07-18-2021, 08:54 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-18-2021, 08:57 AM by GreekGod22.)
Day 38 / 180 OFF
Supposed to be an OFF day, but before to bed I had an idea of trying the Ultrasonic track and leave it overnight, that would have been 8+ loops. I put the file playing on loop on my laptop before hopping to bed. When I woke up, noticed that my laptop restarted at some point overnight, and have no idea how long did the track play.
Last night I went out. Saw a pretty woman who looked just my type. Had the courage to approach her. It was a short interaction, but I am glad I defeated my fear and did it.
Realized most of my fears surrounding social interactions are rooted in lack of entitlement. Of not feeling worthy enough, of not feeling accomplished enough to put myself out there, to express myself. This is what's really blocking me.
Supposed to be an OFF day, but before to bed I had an idea of trying the Ultrasonic track and leave it overnight, that would have been 8+ loops. I put the file playing on loop on my laptop before hopping to bed. When I woke up, noticed that my laptop restarted at some point overnight, and have no idea how long did the track play.
Last night I went out. Saw a pretty woman who looked just my type. Had the courage to approach her. It was a short interaction, but I am glad I defeated my fear and did it.
Realized most of my fears surrounding social interactions are rooted in lack of entitlement. Of not feeling worthy enough, of not feeling accomplished enough to put myself out there, to express myself. This is what's really blocking me.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
