OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 35 OFF
Days 36-37 / 180 ON: 3 loops Hybrid

Yesterday I have actually felt good and energetic, which has rarely happened lately.
The PMO habit is still present, not to an extreme level, but it is there enough to affect my self-esteem and self-worth. It's like an alcoholic drinking 1-2 drinks each day to numb his pain away. Only the activity differs in my case.

Went out last night, opened a few girls, which I'd consider a minor progress.
At the end of the night, there was an altercations between some of my friends and other guys at the club. I was ready to help them out in case of a fight, but I will admit I was scared. I have no experience in fighting.
I am 180 lbs with muscle and have by no means a frail physique, but I was skinny and frail most of my childhood and teenage years, so I guess this is where the fear comes from. It's a fear from my former self.