07-13-2021, 04:54 AM
Cycle 13/36
Day 3/4 (53 days in)
2 loops hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 2 days off
It feels like the sub overcame something as I ran it last night. In my first loop, I felt like crying. It's a small urge and it wasn't overwhelming. After that, It felt like I was allowing myself to feel the feelings of falling in love and feeling head over heels for someone. Its strong progress as I experienced enough events that I developed a fear of allowing myself to fall in love and feel those feelings as it led to a variety of traumatic outcomes and me hurting the people I am head over heels for.
Day 3/4 (53 days in)
2 loops hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 2 days off
It feels like the sub overcame something as I ran it last night. In my first loop, I felt like crying. It's a small urge and it wasn't overwhelming. After that, It felt like I was allowing myself to feel the feelings of falling in love and feeling head over heels for someone. Its strong progress as I experienced enough events that I developed a fear of allowing myself to fall in love and feel those feelings as it led to a variety of traumatic outcomes and me hurting the people I am head over heels for.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
