07-13-2021, 04:12 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-13-2021, 04:15 AM by GreekGod22.)
Days 32 & 33 / 180 ON
3 loops hybrid.
Spinning in circles. Depression punches harder. I seek refuge in porn & masturbation again. Feel hopeless right now. Angry at this world. Happiness seems further and further away.
Hearing my friend (who is objectively less attractive and shorter than me) having success with women due to his positive attitude, makes me sad and angry.
I've had good successes this spring myself, but as summer came, depression has caught me. Objectively, there was no reason for me to doubt myself, but I did and lost my confidence.
3 loops hybrid.
Spinning in circles. Depression punches harder. I seek refuge in porn & masturbation again. Feel hopeless right now. Angry at this world. Happiness seems further and further away.
Hearing my friend (who is objectively less attractive and shorter than me) having success with women due to his positive attitude, makes me sad and angry.
I've had good successes this spring myself, but as summer came, depression has caught me. Objectively, there was no reason for me to doubt myself, but I did and lost my confidence.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
