OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 28 / 180 ON

I have played 3 loops of hybrid both yesterday and today. Honestly starting to wonder if I'm executing or not.
I do experience increased fatigue and daily headache, but can't attribute it to the sub, because I've dealt with this before. I am not in the most perfect and energetic state of health.
One fear I would like to improve is the fear of approaching and talking to women, which remains inexplicably high. Despite this year being my best in terms of dating success, the fear has remained. It goes like this - you have some level of success, and then you go back to ground zero.

sorry to hear your loss Idk when did happen this

It happened in 2012, so it is not a recent event.
I often have memories of him, a lot of my childhood memories & fears are linked to him in some way or another.
He did his best to be a good father figure, but I was unable to show my affection towards him, which is something I always regretted after he passed away.
I was a weak and shy boy, and changed a lot since then. I always remember to be strong in life because I know he would love that I have changed for the better.