07-03-2021, 05:24 AM
Thanks for the feedback Mystic. I returned to journaling here since I sat on a message lately that writing it down helps your subconscious to keep its focus on it (something like that). I have a small paper journal next to my bed, I wrote some things down 2ce so far, but I write much, much less on paper presently. Typing is quicker.
And yeah, I do it for myself too. My earlier post showed my fears rising up and reverting to old ways to prevent forward progress. Shannon's healing subs have a focus which I really want and need (victim thinking and fear, specifically), so I returned after using another product since last September.
One more thing about my subliminal journey. A big one, actually.
I'm in a major (to me) transition in my life. My entire adult life, I've lived in fear, and this has separated me from relationships of every kind. Guys at work throw shallow jabs at me saying getting laid will satisfy me......but that's not my quick desire. I'm drawing towards being known, without all the shields and protections. Maybe it's just self-acceptance. I'm also wanting real relational connections. And simultaneously, my inner fears rise up yelling "Danger! Danger!" I read some of your LTU6 journal yesterday, and I was encouraged to know these feelings and challenges are normal. Thanks for being honest.
I chose LTU6 over E4 and OF3 solo since LTU6 has the "I can succeed" scripting from USLM. I felt this lacking while using E4. I also needed more bases covered while using OF3, specifically since I kept remembering the hope I felt on LTU5. A whole package approach worked for me in the past, so I jumped.
And yeah, I do it for myself too. My earlier post showed my fears rising up and reverting to old ways to prevent forward progress. Shannon's healing subs have a focus which I really want and need (victim thinking and fear, specifically), so I returned after using another product since last September.
One more thing about my subliminal journey. A big one, actually.
I'm in a major (to me) transition in my life. My entire adult life, I've lived in fear, and this has separated me from relationships of every kind. Guys at work throw shallow jabs at me saying getting laid will satisfy me......but that's not my quick desire. I'm drawing towards being known, without all the shields and protections. Maybe it's just self-acceptance. I'm also wanting real relational connections. And simultaneously, my inner fears rise up yelling "Danger! Danger!" I read some of your LTU6 journal yesterday, and I was encouraged to know these feelings and challenges are normal. Thanks for being honest.
I chose LTU6 over E4 and OF3 solo since LTU6 has the "I can succeed" scripting from USLM. I felt this lacking while using E4. I also needed more bases covered while using OF3, specifically since I kept remembering the hope I felt on LTU5. A whole package approach worked for me in the past, so I jumped.
I want to be FREE!
