06-19-2021, 06:36 AM
Cycle 6/36
Day 4/5 (29 days in)
1 loop hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 3 days off
Its almost two cycles of OF v2 Trickling stream. I noticed my phone isn't great for hybrid so I transitioned to using my desktop speakers. My social anxiety has lessoned and I am getting over my mental blocks around Phone calls at work. Throughout LTU v6 and in the beginning of OF I would be hesitant on calling my boss and much prefer instant messaging.
I noticed that my porn consumption has fell off significantly throughout the two cycles as I feel the sub is removing my fears around intimacy. As the side effect of that it sort of made me realize what type of relationship I want in the future. As I felt as if I was more so motivated by what I see in porn rather than what I really want. An example would be Wanting WM's goals rather the SM's goals. To sort of highlight just how dramatic the fall off of porn use, I used to be watching it and masterbating multiple times a day, to once or twice a week. I haven't had a sub that really addressed my porn habit at all and it seems like OF has taken the gas out of that habit and naturally fell off.
Day 4/5 (29 days in)
1 loop hybrid trickling stream 2 days on 3 days off
Its almost two cycles of OF v2 Trickling stream. I noticed my phone isn't great for hybrid so I transitioned to using my desktop speakers. My social anxiety has lessoned and I am getting over my mental blocks around Phone calls at work. Throughout LTU v6 and in the beginning of OF I would be hesitant on calling my boss and much prefer instant messaging.
I noticed that my porn consumption has fell off significantly throughout the two cycles as I feel the sub is removing my fears around intimacy. As the side effect of that it sort of made me realize what type of relationship I want in the future. As I felt as if I was more so motivated by what I see in porn rather than what I really want. An example would be Wanting WM's goals rather the SM's goals. To sort of highlight just how dramatic the fall off of porn use, I used to be watching it and masterbating multiple times a day, to once or twice a week. I haven't had a sub that really addressed my porn habit at all and it seems like OF has taken the gas out of that habit and naturally fell off.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
