06-07-2021, 10:03 AM
A little frustrated by all this hype on OFv3. Deciding whether I want to upgrade or stick it out. Now I'm being told this program isn't what you wanted it to be.
I am doing pretty well, there is a general zen about me, my addictions are down, digging more into trauma, reached out to some other healing practitioners who I think can help heal my sexuality, work is going smooth, moving forward with some music projects. I don't know that I feel free from fear, but my fear was very intense before and I am much more able to function it seems. I had a few dates, my fear of kissing is gone, but there are deeper fears of intimacy etc that surface and kind of killed the attraction. Going to just keep going for now... -- Until I'm able to really release my trauma I don't know that this (or any) program will have the total Fearless effect that we're seeking... So I am really working on that hence me seeking out some extra help.
I am doing pretty well, there is a general zen about me, my addictions are down, digging more into trauma, reached out to some other healing practitioners who I think can help heal my sexuality, work is going smooth, moving forward with some music projects. I don't know that I feel free from fear, but my fear was very intense before and I am much more able to function it seems. I had a few dates, my fear of kissing is gone, but there are deeper fears of intimacy etc that surface and kind of killed the attraction. Going to just keep going for now... -- Until I'm able to really release my trauma I don't know that this (or any) program will have the total Fearless effect that we're seeking... So I am really working on that hence me seeking out some extra help.
