whome: Aura of Love

[Shannon]

Day 26

Still listening. There is still a lot of self-hatred pain. It’s overwhelming in the mornings and distracting in the evenings. It seems like it’s only getting worse.

Hey man, keep going! I'm sure that in the long-term it will workout.

You are far more optimistic than I am. I have a long history of subs not doing anything other than making me super exhausted, so while I appreciate your cheer, I cannot join you in it. If I’m going to spend the time listening to a sub with the hope that it’ll be able to start unwinding the existential pain in my body, I’m wondering if I should have just gone with my initial instincts when I saw the impending release of OF3 and just drop AoL for OF3.

There's only one sub in existence more powerful than AOL right now. At this point the only thing I can think of to try to break through is having enough power. So if you think OFv3 is something you want to try, go for it.