05-08-2021, 04:40 PM
Thankyou for the thoughtful reply ^^ -- Yes that's sort of what I surmised. We don't know. So I'll stick with this. It seems to be making my life better.
It is pretty smooth, but I have to say this is pretty incredible.
Because of the actions I've been able to take at work, my relationship with my boss is the best it's ever been. He commented on the "authority" with which I am now leading, an encouraged to continue. He seemed to be impressed with a major change in personality. I also feel that I have accepted my job much more, and this is contributing to a growing sense of self-contentment, where I used to hate myself for my job.
I have a fourth date coming up with a woman I really like. I have had severe sexual trauma so this is major, and I notice that the trauma is releasing quite rapidly. I am actively working on it via bodywork mediation etc, but I think the subliminal is pushing me to do so.
I feel like a man probably more than I ever have in my life. I also felt this way during Alpha Male, but this feels more natural (Alpha male was a bit more exaggerated, but felt a bit put on --- or I resisted it -- this just feels like ME), and like it's "just the beginning"
I've almost gotten in a few fights, I've been standing up to people when they do something wrong (I live in NYC so I see guys touching women inappropriately, etc.). I've also been able to de-escalate (I am a small frame and may not fare well) very effectively and intelligently. But the fear is much less, this goes with what I said about about feeling like a man. I feel like I could protect those around me and put myself on the line, but with intelligence and not brute force.
There's probably other stuff but this is what really stands out to me
It is pretty smooth, but I have to say this is pretty incredible.
Because of the actions I've been able to take at work, my relationship with my boss is the best it's ever been. He commented on the "authority" with which I am now leading, an encouraged to continue. He seemed to be impressed with a major change in personality. I also feel that I have accepted my job much more, and this is contributing to a growing sense of self-contentment, where I used to hate myself for my job.
I have a fourth date coming up with a woman I really like. I have had severe sexual trauma so this is major, and I notice that the trauma is releasing quite rapidly. I am actively working on it via bodywork mediation etc, but I think the subliminal is pushing me to do so.
I feel like a man probably more than I ever have in my life. I also felt this way during Alpha Male, but this feels more natural (Alpha male was a bit more exaggerated, but felt a bit put on --- or I resisted it -- this just feels like ME), and like it's "just the beginning"
I've almost gotten in a few fights, I've been standing up to people when they do something wrong (I live in NYC so I see guys touching women inappropriately, etc.). I've also been able to de-escalate (I am a small frame and may not fare well) very effectively and intelligently. But the fear is much less, this goes with what I said about about feeling like a man. I feel like I could protect those around me and put myself on the line, but with intelligence and not brute force.
There's probably other stuff but this is what really stands out to me
