05-08-2021, 07:07 AM
Back in Vancouver Canada, in a covid quarantine hotel. I had for some reason worried that my confidence and lack of fear would be greater being in an English speaking country, but yesterday in the airport i realized that I'm just as confident and feeling the effects of OFv2 no matter where I am,I was making conversation with people with ease and didn't feel social anxiety or pressured was getting great responses from people.
I saw this really cute Mexican women who worked at the airport I talked to her for a bit. And other people, I feel very good right now. I feel very confident.
I also want to note that for the last few weeks when I was walking around Medellin and I'd talk to people , I would start smiling so much and giggling for no reason, I was just super joyful, and I talked to my friend who is a dating coach and expert on releasing emotions and traumaz and he said I'm feeling real not which doesn't need an external reason to exist.
So my vibrational scale is increasing. Not is apparently one of the highest vibrations. (Based on the charts ive seem on internet.)
I want to date women right now and have sex with women but I'm worried it will waste my money because k need to save all my money to go back to medellin October. Also I don't want to develop feelings and my plan of moving to Medellin be ruined.
I want to marry a Colombiana. Still I may date Abit but my focus now is my Landscaping / Junk Removal Business. My goal is to save 25-40k and live like a King in Medellin.
I saw this really cute Mexican women who worked at the airport I talked to her for a bit. And other people, I feel very good right now. I feel very confident.
I also want to note that for the last few weeks when I was walking around Medellin and I'd talk to people , I would start smiling so much and giggling for no reason, I was just super joyful, and I talked to my friend who is a dating coach and expert on releasing emotions and traumaz and he said I'm feeling real not which doesn't need an external reason to exist.
So my vibrational scale is increasing. Not is apparently one of the highest vibrations. (Based on the charts ive seem on internet.)
I want to date women right now and have sex with women but I'm worried it will waste my money because k need to save all my money to go back to medellin October. Also I don't want to develop feelings and my plan of moving to Medellin be ruined.
I want to marry a Colombiana. Still I may date Abit but my focus now is my Landscaping / Junk Removal Business. My goal is to save 25-40k and live like a King in Medellin.
