04-26-2021, 05:39 AM
I dreamed about two things today. The first dream was a blonde, white girl I knew in high school. I can't remember what I dreamed about her, but she was standing in front of me and I've always had the opinion that she is attractive. There was no hostility in the dream. The second dream I was back in high school with a dark-haired, white guy who tried to hang out with me and I told him to get away from me and pushed him away. He tried to put his arm around my shoulder but that's when I pushed him away. The dream switched with me looking at a white girl's butt in a bikini who was lying face-down on a bed.
The blonde girl and dark haired guy in this dream both used to be in my high school friend group, and I broke off my friendship with them at different times in my life because I realized they didn't care about keeping in touch with me. I cut off my relationship with them because they weren't good friends for me.
I thought I was close to the guy friend for a time, but he at one point told me that I wasn't on his priority list to call as a friend because he only has so much time to devote to the other people that he wants to keep in touch with. I use to always be the one to call him and talk with him, but he would never call me to talk and when I asked him why, that was his response so I stopped talking to him. Keep in mind that I'm the one who introduced him to his first girlfriend and knew him for several years and talked to him on and off before and after college.
I'm glad I moved on. I don't think about him anymore so I'm not sure why I dreamed about the dark haired guy. I might've dreamed about the blonde, white girl because I saw her on a facebook video singing a song with a band. My dad showed me the video even though I wasn't interested. She was with a brown haired, white girl who was also in the same high school friend group. The brown haired girl used to like me back in high school but I didn't reciprocate and made her mad because of that for a short time. That's probably why these girls weren't super interested in getting to know me in the first place. I don't talk to the brown haired girl anymore either.
Anyways, pretty happy that I had the dream because that means my subconscious is working on letting go of the past or is executing E4 or something in the LTU6 script.
The blonde girl and dark haired guy in this dream both used to be in my high school friend group, and I broke off my friendship with them at different times in my life because I realized they didn't care about keeping in touch with me. I cut off my relationship with them because they weren't good friends for me.
I thought I was close to the guy friend for a time, but he at one point told me that I wasn't on his priority list to call as a friend because he only has so much time to devote to the other people that he wants to keep in touch with. I use to always be the one to call him and talk with him, but he would never call me to talk and when I asked him why, that was his response so I stopped talking to him. Keep in mind that I'm the one who introduced him to his first girlfriend and knew him for several years and talked to him on and off before and after college.
I'm glad I moved on. I don't think about him anymore so I'm not sure why I dreamed about the dark haired guy. I might've dreamed about the blonde, white girl because I saw her on a facebook video singing a song with a band. My dad showed me the video even though I wasn't interested. She was with a brown haired, white girl who was also in the same high school friend group. The brown haired girl used to like me back in high school but I didn't reciprocate and made her mad because of that for a short time. That's probably why these girls weren't super interested in getting to know me in the first place. I don't talk to the brown haired girl anymore either.
Anyways, pretty happy that I had the dream because that means my subconscious is working on letting go of the past or is executing E4 or something in the LTU6 script.
