3 women that I find attractive have met my path today.
I didn't flirt with any of them except maybe by unconscious non-verbal communication but my attention was on my mental state and my feelings. and I did like what I saw and felt.
While I was running DMSI and SM3, on many occasions, I did mention that I was self-censuring myself due to societal norms, concerns about others may think and so on...
Today, I felt that I was less than an inch away from saying outloud what I was thinking...
Of course, I do have a full OF run under the belt but I feel that NSFM may still push forward the work in that area and that I still make some progress...
On another totally different topic... I finally have my second server up and running in the Seattle area... This move has shaved off about 10-15ms more from my reaction time...
This transition took me about a week of hard work. I did run after trouble a little bit. I kinda make a contract with myself which was to fix minor issues and add a small feature that has been on my todo list for a very long time. Along with that goal, the exchange code did evolve and added a new feature that slightly changed its behavior. This has demanded code change in my system as well and finally, the surge in trading volume following the crypto crash did put in evidence problems in my system.
Finally, when you make a huge amount of change, almost inevitabely, your are going to insert some regression problems as well. I believe that I must have fixed at least 3 core dumps in a 48h period. Before that, my system didn't crash for weeks.
IOW, I have chased a running rabbit the whole week. I felt like I was progressing very slowly but as I am writing this entry, I am also updating a release note document to keep track of all the changes done and this makes me realize the very impressing amount of work done in a week...
I think that I have stumble accidentally into a method to increase my productivity... I set a bar in order to give myself a reward. The reward was playing with my new server....
Unfortunately, this didn't translate to more trades yet... but I am sure that this isn't because the move isn't potent... Markets have calmed down a lot after the bloody hell that it went through in the last 2-3 days...
After 24h-48h hours of operations, I have a conviction that the improvment will show up big time...
I didn't flirt with any of them except maybe by unconscious non-verbal communication but my attention was on my mental state and my feelings. and I did like what I saw and felt.
While I was running DMSI and SM3, on many occasions, I did mention that I was self-censuring myself due to societal norms, concerns about others may think and so on...
Today, I felt that I was less than an inch away from saying outloud what I was thinking...
Of course, I do have a full OF run under the belt but I feel that NSFM may still push forward the work in that area and that I still make some progress...
On another totally different topic... I finally have my second server up and running in the Seattle area... This move has shaved off about 10-15ms more from my reaction time...
This transition took me about a week of hard work. I did run after trouble a little bit. I kinda make a contract with myself which was to fix minor issues and add a small feature that has been on my todo list for a very long time. Along with that goal, the exchange code did evolve and added a new feature that slightly changed its behavior. This has demanded code change in my system as well and finally, the surge in trading volume following the crypto crash did put in evidence problems in my system.
Finally, when you make a huge amount of change, almost inevitabely, your are going to insert some regression problems as well. I believe that I must have fixed at least 3 core dumps in a 48h period. Before that, my system didn't crash for weeks.
IOW, I have chased a running rabbit the whole week. I felt like I was progressing very slowly but as I am writing this entry, I am also updating a release note document to keep track of all the changes done and this makes me realize the very impressing amount of work done in a week...
I think that I have stumble accidentally into a method to increase my productivity... I set a bar in order to give myself a reward. The reward was playing with my new server....
Unfortunately, this didn't translate to more trades yet... but I am sure that this isn't because the move isn't potent... Markets have calmed down a lot after the bloody hell that it went through in the last 2-3 days...
After 24h-48h hours of operations, I have a conviction that the improvment will show up big time...
