04-22-2021, 12:26 PM
going down to 3 loops yesterday was a big help. Taking today off, and then I'll listen tonight, and get back on a night schedule of 3 loops, perhaps 4.
I felt the obvious external/social effects of the program kick in again as I was out today waling around. Women are noticing my freedom, experiencing a lot of engagement through eyes, but no conversations today. I feel good and ready to date again, doing some online dating stuff.
It feels like at a pace I can handle again. I think I was simply listening way too much and not monitoring, and all my deepest fears started coming up too fast. It was pretty crazy, and I nearly sabotaged everything. I'm sure I released some of it, and hopefully whatever's left will filter out at a more appropriate pace over the coming months.
I felt the obvious external/social effects of the program kick in again as I was out today waling around. Women are noticing my freedom, experiencing a lot of engagement through eyes, but no conversations today. I feel good and ready to date again, doing some online dating stuff.
It feels like at a pace I can handle again. I think I was simply listening way too much and not monitoring, and all my deepest fears started coming up too fast. It was pretty crazy, and I nearly sabotaged everything. I'm sure I released some of it, and hopefully whatever's left will filter out at a more appropriate pace over the coming months.
