Unfiltered pissed offness. I know why and who it is directed to.
Running loops right now.
Edit: to describe what the frustration is. Its a sense/feeling of being in the dark, having a dimished access to my inner resources to create change, while not seeing the key. Its like no matter what, the solution remains unseen, with having rage and anger at the forefront.
Multiple factors seem to come in play, such as social media. Pissed off along with having high standards.
Fear, regret, shame, guilt, fear, the lower points. To me its damn clear that the lower frequencies lead to poverty, which, to me, is a huge one. Im not standing for poverty. Thats not im my code, my values, my character, my honor. I wont stand for poverty. Some more pissed offness is triggered there. Its not what us leaders do, what us masculine men do.
I had a kcal rich meal in, pasta, cooked it by myself, kudo's for my commitment and input, but already I am craving food to feed the beast. Warriors gotta eat. Health is wealth.
Edit2: feelings myself integrating on some things. Masculine, purpose and responsibility become 1 in understanding. Putting my assets to use. Solidifying as a man.
Note to self: going through hardship such as this creates a better version of myself. Expand your resources. Im driven. Agressive, power, testostorone, masculinity, capability of violence and dominance.
Run life like an animal. Like a boss. All the archetypes such as mobster and warlord, these archetypes exist for a reason.
Running loops right now.
Edit: to describe what the frustration is. Its a sense/feeling of being in the dark, having a dimished access to my inner resources to create change, while not seeing the key. Its like no matter what, the solution remains unseen, with having rage and anger at the forefront.
Multiple factors seem to come in play, such as social media. Pissed off along with having high standards.
Fear, regret, shame, guilt, fear, the lower points. To me its damn clear that the lower frequencies lead to poverty, which, to me, is a huge one. Im not standing for poverty. Thats not im my code, my values, my character, my honor. I wont stand for poverty. Some more pissed offness is triggered there. Its not what us leaders do, what us masculine men do.
I had a kcal rich meal in, pasta, cooked it by myself, kudo's for my commitment and input, but already I am craving food to feed the beast. Warriors gotta eat. Health is wealth.
Edit2: feelings myself integrating on some things. Masculine, purpose and responsibility become 1 in understanding. Putting my assets to use. Solidifying as a man.
Note to self: going through hardship such as this creates a better version of myself. Expand your resources. Im driven. Agressive, power, testostorone, masculinity, capability of violence and dominance.
Run life like an animal. Like a boss. All the archetypes such as mobster and warlord, these archetypes exist for a reason.
