Bloom day 2
I recognize a part in me that causes reverse resistance. Neat! Now im truly getting what that means. Clear as day. Im feeling better then I have in a long time. There is still stuff to heal/deal/let go, im having super positive internals going on which is cool. Also, lots of positive affirmation rampages going.
I also seem to experience UMSv2 TID, very positive and money mindset. The kind of event that invites me to accept it already as a reality.
Also, J has started shittesting me, which is positive, it means shes getting affected, shes more inclusive lately. Like this morning, actually calling by name when I walked in, instead of a simple "hey" or remote disinterest. Seems she is now testing and watching how I handle things. That she is shittesting is a hardwired thing beneficial to her survival, not just her,but life in general. Its the price of being a leader and comes with the territory.
Still, she aint getting a free pass because she got curves and all that. She wants to be called out on her bs, for similar reasons. 1) it shows you are unmovable. 2) it shows you dont NEED her. 3) it reflects strength. Women need boundaries, even if they verbally disagree, deep down they want it as such is the dynamic of the masculine/feminine. She may hate you but still fuck you, due to respect and congruence.
It aint about women, its about life. Commit to yourself. Stand on your square.
I recognize a part in me that causes reverse resistance. Neat! Now im truly getting what that means. Clear as day. Im feeling better then I have in a long time. There is still stuff to heal/deal/let go, im having super positive internals going on which is cool. Also, lots of positive affirmation rampages going.
I also seem to experience UMSv2 TID, very positive and money mindset. The kind of event that invites me to accept it already as a reality.
Also, J has started shittesting me, which is positive, it means shes getting affected, shes more inclusive lately. Like this morning, actually calling by name when I walked in, instead of a simple "hey" or remote disinterest. Seems she is now testing and watching how I handle things. That she is shittesting is a hardwired thing beneficial to her survival, not just her,but life in general. Its the price of being a leader and comes with the territory.
Still, she aint getting a free pass because she got curves and all that. She wants to be called out on her bs, for similar reasons. 1) it shows you are unmovable. 2) it shows you dont NEED her. 3) it reflects strength. Women need boundaries, even if they verbally disagree, deep down they want it as such is the dynamic of the masculine/feminine. She may hate you but still fuck you, due to respect and congruence.
It aint about women, its about life. Commit to yourself. Stand on your square.
