04-06-2021, 07:14 PM
I am still very tired like I was fews ago when I wrote the previous entry.
I think Shannon is right about what is happening. It seems like a recurrent pattern occuring more or less after a week of usage of a new program.
It is like that for few days then the exhaustion goes away and my energy level returns to normal.
Today gov local gov did announce a return to lockdown for some BS reasons. Gym is closing again after tomorrow. So, it is kinda silly it did only reopen for about a week after a shutdown that has lasted 6 months.
Given that the gym is my main source of social interaction, idk if it make sense to continue NSFM as I did apprehend correctly as something possible happening.
As a detail worthwhile to mention related to the program goal, the girl that I did mention about few posts ago that she did seems very interested to connect with me.
She did look for me on FB, initiated a convo with me that I did ignore because I didn't recognize the name. I thought it was some spam/scam kind of thing. Therefore, I did unknowingly created some intrigue because she was wondering why I wasn't replying.
Upon my arrival to the gym... I did great her gf... and she shouted at her friend to tell her that I was here. So my interpretation is that she did discuss about me to her friend and tried to figure out why I wasn't replying... It is very funny...
So, yes the girl of my previous post told me that she did chat with me on FB... This is at moment that I connected about the dots. I told her what did happen when I did receive her messages...
I did exchange few messages with her tonight after having come back from the gym... I'm still not sizing up her interest to me... We will see if something good comes out of this...
I think Shannon is right about what is happening. It seems like a recurrent pattern occuring more or less after a week of usage of a new program.
It is like that for few days then the exhaustion goes away and my energy level returns to normal.
Today gov local gov did announce a return to lockdown for some BS reasons. Gym is closing again after tomorrow. So, it is kinda silly it did only reopen for about a week after a shutdown that has lasted 6 months.
Given that the gym is my main source of social interaction, idk if it make sense to continue NSFM as I did apprehend correctly as something possible happening.
As a detail worthwhile to mention related to the program goal, the girl that I did mention about few posts ago that she did seems very interested to connect with me.
She did look for me on FB, initiated a convo with me that I did ignore because I didn't recognize the name. I thought it was some spam/scam kind of thing. Therefore, I did unknowingly created some intrigue because she was wondering why I wasn't replying.
Upon my arrival to the gym... I did great her gf... and she shouted at her friend to tell her that I was here. So my interpretation is that she did discuss about me to her friend and tried to figure out why I wasn't replying... It is very funny...
So, yes the girl of my previous post told me that she did chat with me on FB... This is at moment that I connected about the dots. I told her what did happen when I did receive her messages...
I did exchange few messages with her tonight after having come back from the gym... I'm still not sizing up her interest to me... We will see if something good comes out of this...
