I am Loving this sub
I was a little unsure what it was doing the last few days until I "forgot" to play it last night --- My dreams became chaotic, fearful, etc
Where every other night the dreams have had a theme of fear, but also courage and overcoming.
So I woke up this morning in a bad state (there was other stuff going on yesterday eve as well, anger, and I used porn, etc.) --- Turned on the Sub and an hour later I'm back to that Zen state.
It doesn't solve all of my problems, but it puts me in a state where I can solve them. And how it changes my feeling about my job is amazing. This is cool.
Also walked by a woman who was a 9/10 for me yesterday and she gave me an "I would fuck you look" --- I probably would've said something but I was on my phone and missed the moment. I was pretty horny/upset after that which is why I ended up looking at porn. But it's OK. It's a sign in the right direction and I have to pick it up and continue what I've been doing, including ditching the porn. I have to get comfortable with accepting the female attention I want and deserve and not letting it trigger so many emotions.
I was a little unsure what it was doing the last few days until I "forgot" to play it last night --- My dreams became chaotic, fearful, etc
Where every other night the dreams have had a theme of fear, but also courage and overcoming.
So I woke up this morning in a bad state (there was other stuff going on yesterday eve as well, anger, and I used porn, etc.) --- Turned on the Sub and an hour later I'm back to that Zen state.
It doesn't solve all of my problems, but it puts me in a state where I can solve them. And how it changes my feeling about my job is amazing. This is cool.
Also walked by a woman who was a 9/10 for me yesterday and she gave me an "I would fuck you look" --- I probably would've said something but I was on my phone and missed the moment. I was pretty horny/upset after that which is why I ended up looking at porn. But it's OK. It's a sign in the right direction and I have to pick it up and continue what I've been doing, including ditching the porn. I have to get comfortable with accepting the female attention I want and deserve and not letting it trigger so many emotions.
