What path should I take | Choosing next sub(s)

[Shannon]

Sounds Like OFv2 would be a good choice to run first. It's going to deal with all of your fears in general and can help with dissolving the rest of the anxiety, shyness, and fear of expressing yourself. It may help with the fear that may drive you to be needy as well. 

What I'm curious about is the roots of your obsessive drive for status and how you are being seen. could be a legit drive or it could be rooted in something else.

On one hand it is a legit drive. On other hand, I guess it's coming  from the need to be validated by others (women especially)

Fear influences us in ways we never see or understand until we start wiping it away, because it is so normalized that we think it's not fear, or caused by fear, to experience life the way we do.  OF will help in a wide variety of directions at once, in ways you would never have thought.  It will be the one sub you could run that would most improve your execution of all the rest.  

Obsessive drive is almost always rooted in fear.  

I suggest OF first, and then not only will all the other subs work better, but you will weed out the desires and goals that are rooted in fear, and can pursue the ones that really matter.