I am doing ok when I want. I could be better.
It seems that my motivation to hook up is proportional to my sex drive. It seems like I am stating the obvious but this is very pronounced in my case. I can be very long periods without any lusty thoughts and out of nowhere, I can become obsessed with hooking up. idk, maybe it is seasons, hormonal burst... I feel like a hunter.
I know that deeply rooted fears were stopping me on many occasions to pull the trigger so it will interesting to find out what 8 months of OF will do to that.
I am definitely feeling freer from fears than I was 8 months ago.
When I was going out, I got an occasional fling. During my SM run back in 2019, at some point, I had 2 regular side chicks along with my main GF.
Of course during 2020 with the lockdowns and the insane health measures, nothing is favorable for social interactions so I didn't flirt at all in the last year.
It seems that my motivation to hook up is proportional to my sex drive. It seems like I am stating the obvious but this is very pronounced in my case. I can be very long periods without any lusty thoughts and out of nowhere, I can become obsessed with hooking up. idk, maybe it is seasons, hormonal burst... I feel like a hunter.
I know that deeply rooted fears were stopping me on many occasions to pull the trigger so it will interesting to find out what 8 months of OF will do to that.
I am definitely feeling freer from fears than I was 8 months ago.
When I was going out, I got an occasional fling. During my SM run back in 2019, at some point, I had 2 regular side chicks along with my main GF.
Of course during 2020 with the lockdowns and the insane health measures, nothing is favorable for social interactions so I didn't flirt at all in the last year.
