08-13-2012, 07:29 AM
Stage 5 - Day 12
Bought a badass denim jacket from Replay. Really cool clothing for young people!
I was really horny the first few days of Stage 5. After a week I felt very in-control of my horniness. I'm a bit confused about this because I can't figure out if it's my sex-drive that has gone low or it's me being in control of my sex-drive. It may be that I haven't worked out as much as I used to do at home or it could be the people I hang out with while I'm here...
Less checking girls out though more aware around my surroundings.
More natural and soft eye-contact with girls and people in general. That leads to longer eye-contact with girls that I hit eye-contact with, or it may just be my celebrity-look here in China
Softer gaze.
"If you keep on doing what you've always done, you'll keep on getting what you've always got."
- W. L. Bateman
Very strong quote. I really like it. I started to experiment with this lately.. When I'm in the flow.. just feeling right.. and situations naturally happens and unfolds, I go back to this and go in with fierce fire, or cool ice, sometimes mixing it up... the outcomes are cool.
Something else: I got these very interesting visualizations when I'm with a girl I've just met that I know for sure is attracted to me and I find her attractive - mostly girls working. Like give her a kiss in the strangest places and then leave and whatever happens, happens.
How cool wouldn't it be? To give a cute girl a kiss and then want nothing back? Giving her a story to tell, some spice to her life?
I have had these visualization/intuition things before but not as powerful as they have been lately.. I noticed it around stage 4...
Oddly enough I haven't acted on them though. I know it's a comfort thing.
- LM
Bought a badass denim jacket from Replay. Really cool clothing for young people!
I was really horny the first few days of Stage 5. After a week I felt very in-control of my horniness. I'm a bit confused about this because I can't figure out if it's my sex-drive that has gone low or it's me being in control of my sex-drive. It may be that I haven't worked out as much as I used to do at home or it could be the people I hang out with while I'm here...
Less checking girls out though more aware around my surroundings.
More natural and soft eye-contact with girls and people in general. That leads to longer eye-contact with girls that I hit eye-contact with, or it may just be my celebrity-look here in China
Softer gaze.
"If you keep on doing what you've always done, you'll keep on getting what you've always got."
- W. L. Bateman
Very strong quote. I really like it. I started to experiment with this lately.. When I'm in the flow.. just feeling right.. and situations naturally happens and unfolds, I go back to this and go in with fierce fire, or cool ice, sometimes mixing it up... the outcomes are cool.
Something else: I got these very interesting visualizations when I'm with a girl I've just met that I know for sure is attracted to me and I find her attractive - mostly girls working. Like give her a kiss in the strangest places and then leave and whatever happens, happens.
How cool wouldn't it be? To give a cute girl a kiss and then want nothing back? Giving her a story to tell, some spice to her life?
I have had these visualization/intuition things before but not as powerful as they have been lately.. I noticed it around stage 4...
Oddly enough I haven't acted on them though. I know it's a comfort thing.
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
