08-11-2012, 11:49 PM
I listen to the ultrasonic for about 8 hours during the night and the trickling stream for 1-2 hours during the day. As advised, I only listen to SM. I have used hypnosis to get my finger out (as the hypnotist say) and approach girls. It seems to be working. I like being in my own company, perhaps a little too much. The downside of being in my own company, and my main motivation for doing all this, is the sneaking depression.
Some have said that it is best to turn on the sub, forget about it, and not read about other peoples experiences. This can probably reduce the painful gap of expectation and reality. Still, I find it encouraging to read posts of others, different people wanting a better life. Also, I try to learn about what I try to achieve ie. how to approach and be attractive to women.
I was out seeing a movie with a friend last night. There was quite a few nice women there. I am beginning to understand how women experience the world. They seem to be very aware, like small radars detecting and experiencing everything. Somehow I felt like I was a part of that, and that I could appreciate it.
Next project will be to join a dating site. I also hope to try speed dating.
At some point I will want a relationship. But before that, I want to have quite a few dates.
I am going on a date to night, and I look forward to it, not nervous at all. I am grateful for that.
Some have said that it is best to turn on the sub, forget about it, and not read about other peoples experiences. This can probably reduce the painful gap of expectation and reality. Still, I find it encouraging to read posts of others, different people wanting a better life. Also, I try to learn about what I try to achieve ie. how to approach and be attractive to women.
I was out seeing a movie with a friend last night. There was quite a few nice women there. I am beginning to understand how women experience the world. They seem to be very aware, like small radars detecting and experiencing everything. Somehow I felt like I was a part of that, and that I could appreciate it.
Next project will be to join a dating site. I also hope to try speed dating.
At some point I will want a relationship. But before that, I want to have quite a few dates.
I am going on a date to night, and I look forward to it, not nervous at all. I am grateful for that.
