02-14-2021, 12:03 AM
Listening Pattern =
3 Loops US at night
1 Loop US during the day (if i have the urge to listening)
OF seems to make me feel depression, feeling anger internally, i'm feeling hopeless with my life progress because it's looks stagnant/stuck (Even while writing in the first paragraph, I shed tears)
In my throughout life and only this time I experienced feeling passive nihilism, where i was like useless, confused with my life purpose because all my opportunity is gone. I really want to have friends, girlfriend but because my condition 2 years ago the result of experiencing major depression so that I still have dysfunction today (ouch ya much better, of course)
I just hope and pray that good opportunities for me will come.
Lets talk about the results so far
OFv2 Improved my life ? hmm lets say my mental condition yes is improved a lot, I usually experience stuttering even talk with my family, now has decreased so far. Sometimes in the crowd i usually experience freeze and awkward body language, and now has decreased. Yes i'm agoraphobia, OFv2 quite helpful.
What about quality in my life like (Relationship with Friends/Spouse) ? Meh, it's getting rid your fear not manifestation subs for friends or girlfriend . I'm still trying to choose good friends, I don't want to waste time with the wrong person.
Watching porn is not fun anymore since starting OFv2.
I've actually been really consistent when running a subliminal in the past, must be used for at least 3 months. My biggest temptation right now is to stop listening to OFv2 and replace it with something weaker. I know it's only resistance and this too shall pass. I will keep my common senses rather than following the mood that wants to stop using OFv2.
3 Loops US at night
1 Loop US during the day (if i have the urge to listening)
OF seems to make me feel depression, feeling anger internally, i'm feeling hopeless with my life progress because it's looks stagnant/stuck (Even while writing in the first paragraph, I shed tears)
In my throughout life and only this time I experienced feeling passive nihilism, where i was like useless, confused with my life purpose because all my opportunity is gone. I really want to have friends, girlfriend but because my condition 2 years ago the result of experiencing major depression so that I still have dysfunction today (ouch ya much better, of course)
I just hope and pray that good opportunities for me will come.
Lets talk about the results so far
OFv2 Improved my life ? hmm lets say my mental condition yes is improved a lot, I usually experience stuttering even talk with my family, now has decreased so far. Sometimes in the crowd i usually experience freeze and awkward body language, and now has decreased. Yes i'm agoraphobia, OFv2 quite helpful.
What about quality in my life like (Relationship with Friends/Spouse) ? Meh, it's getting rid your fear not manifestation subs for friends or girlfriend . I'm still trying to choose good friends, I don't want to waste time with the wrong person.
Watching porn is not fun anymore since starting OFv2.
I've actually been really consistent when running a subliminal in the past, must be used for at least 3 months. My biggest temptation right now is to stop listening to OFv2 and replace it with something weaker. I know it's only resistance and this too shall pass. I will keep my common senses rather than following the mood that wants to stop using OFv2.