Cycle 23 (v2 cycle #5), day 3:
Wow, I took what I think to be the longest journaling break since I started OF.
I feel like I am in a weird pass. With the lockdown measures intensifying with the curfew which doesn't make any sense on a public health level, I feel like I am more disconnected from reality or my expectations of what reality should be. All the rules around me appear to crumble.
I'm not afraid of that... Sometimes breaking rules open up new opportunities.
but it is weird... I'm experiencing giant progress in my trading project. The last issue that I was concerned with is mostly addressed now. A lot of things unblock but some others are stalling and time seems to pass super fast but at the same time, by being under a strict lockdown, I kinda have lost most of my references about time...
I feel like in a dream... Not ideal situation but I guess it could be worse so I won't complain...
Update:
I spent a whole day writing a small dialog window... I hate wasting precious time on something like that...
Wow, I took what I think to be the longest journaling break since I started OF.
I feel like I am in a weird pass. With the lockdown measures intensifying with the curfew which doesn't make any sense on a public health level, I feel like I am more disconnected from reality or my expectations of what reality should be. All the rules around me appear to crumble.
I'm not afraid of that... Sometimes breaking rules open up new opportunities.
but it is weird... I'm experiencing giant progress in my trading project. The last issue that I was concerned with is mostly addressed now. A lot of things unblock but some others are stalling and time seems to pass super fast but at the same time, by being under a strict lockdown, I kinda have lost most of my references about time...
I feel like in a dream... Not ideal situation but I guess it could be worse so I won't complain...
Update:
I spent a whole day writing a small dialog window... I hate wasting precious time on something like that...