MagicalAlchemist OF v2 Journal

[Shannon]

Cycle 1 - Done
30/12/2020 - Off day

Combat Tool :
Poweramp with volume 26/30 (Equivalent 87%) Through Speaker and volume 8/30 (27%) IEM
Ultrasonic FLAC, Sometimes Hybrid FLAC

Summary Pros:

• Listening session with hybrid is fun to be honest, i feel subs massage my head while ASRB is running.
  
• My fear about others opinion is reduced about 80%, raising up IDGAF attitude.
  
• I'm an overthinking person even if just to go out to buy food, irrational reason comes out like : this place is closed but in reality still open, im fine even im hungry (irrational fear to not go out buy food), etc. And then i'm in OFv2 listening Cycle, im getting out without a lot thinking with irrational reason.
  
• All users especially me love DRS so much #DRSGANG. My mother always to be nice with me without reason, even i made a mistake on purpose to prove DRS working. She's not yelling me or give me negative feedback action and word. Oh yeah i want to mention DRS stand-alone it's amazing product to deals with toxic people in my environment and dealing crazy people in the road. To test DRS is working in the road, sometimes i go out to riding in the big city (because so much anger and raging people in there    ) and just got 1 yelled because is my bad mistake can cause accident. And then i'm off from DRS about 1 week, I'm riding very smoothly (long trip) from my home to the big city, and BUM. Morning funny ride to become screwed morning ride. 1 Angry people (traffic controllers are not police) Angry with me without proper reason (just want to angry with random people) but i don't take it personally. 
  

Summary Cons:

• Very very lazy and procrastination. Don't know what happen maybe resistance ?
  
• In the first day listening session until now, im thinking to quit from OF v2 to other weaker subs I've used in my past   , resistance again ?
  
• Annoying brainfog
  

Anyone or Shannon, fell free to give me suggestion about anything. Thank you

With regards to laziness: This is a strong indication that until now, you have been "lazy" in the sense that you got used to relying on fear to motivate you.  Now it's being removed, and you have to develop some other way to motivate yourself.

With regards to thinking of quitting OF: That is your subconscious trying to avoid the goals of OF by trying to derail your efforts.  Resistance.  Naturally, you don't want to do that; it will pass eventually as the you make more changes in response to the subliminal.

With regards to annoying brain fog: I'm pretty sure at this point that the annoying brain fog is down to one of two things, but I'm not sure which - A) it's your response to the state shifting attempting to put you in the optimal state for achieving the goals of the program, which may happen to be incompatible with certain waking activities, or B) it is your subconscious trying to find some way to dis-incentivize you from using the program.  Or perhaps a little of both.  I'm not sure.  

I certainly don't get brain fog from this program.  Instead, I get exhaustion, which I suspect is the program having the effect of causing the cooperative parts of my subconscious to override the uncooperative parts, which are very strong willed and fighting the process, using a huge amount of energy in the course of doing so.