Heh, this is funny, I understand warren b/lance on a deep level, it comes natural, its just the rubble around surfacing that has none to do with the content at hand..separate.
Go in regardless, within yourself, dissolve the issues, investigate. Its similar to a diamond, the content is the diamond, the rubble around aint the diamond.
There is also the instant gratification vs delayed. Its easy to want instant gratification ( which also have fear blended in ) when its staring in your face. The stuff that surfaces becomes the whole reality and experience at the moment, like tunnelvision and panic attack.
I have some patterns going on, something I dont wanna share as im not sure I want to. But its similar to come face to face, even if it is counter to the goal at hand, just like last time. ( such as a part of mine craving validation for example, parts that need and want to be heard, aint that in effect selfvalidating, managing yourself? ) The seed just hasnt matured enough to judge, yet.
On a side note, I have a grand vision of how I want my bedroom to look like. Its all about me, and on me, reflecting excellence and put value unto my name. Its okay to be selfish, its not okay to be not.
Go in regardless, within yourself, dissolve the issues, investigate. Its similar to a diamond, the content is the diamond, the rubble around aint the diamond.
There is also the instant gratification vs delayed. Its easy to want instant gratification ( which also have fear blended in ) when its staring in your face. The stuff that surfaces becomes the whole reality and experience at the moment, like tunnelvision and panic attack.
I have some patterns going on, something I dont wanna share as im not sure I want to. But its similar to come face to face, even if it is counter to the goal at hand, just like last time. ( such as a part of mine craving validation for example, parts that need and want to be heard, aint that in effect selfvalidating, managing yourself? ) The seed just hasnt matured enough to judge, yet.
On a side note, I have a grand vision of how I want my bedroom to look like. Its all about me, and on me, reflecting excellence and put value unto my name. Its okay to be selfish, its not okay to be not.
