Thanks for encouraging me to post sir. I love your user name, if you really are a magical alchemist, please share some secrets with me.
Stage 4 has not been kind on me, I know there’s a lot of shit I have to work through but it wasn’t much fun. However, I always experience more unpleasant side effects than most, no doubt due to a long history of trauma and abuse, nobody should be too concerned about my negative experiences. I have come to accept that for real healing it often gets worse for me before it gets better. I’m glad I’m done with stage 4 though, I’m on day 6 of stage 5 now.
Stage 4 report
In stage 4 my physical health declined- a lot of problems I had in the past resurfaced, including the tension neck pain I hoped I had gotten rid of for good (it’s most likely body armoring.) Also some cold like symptoms, very mild, while I hadn’t had a cold or a flu in a decade (ask me how, lol.)
Reading other users’ experiences, I finally connected a dull pain in my lower back with the sub, it had been there for a couple of months but I never reported it since it was minor and I had attributed to something else. It feels completely different from my neck pain, this is dull and it feels like the back being tired or a mild strain from lifting a heavy weight, while the neck pain is sharp and very intense.
By the end of stage 4, the pain in the lower back subsided.
I also had the worst fight ever with my partner toward the end of stage 4 and a pretty juice fight with my mother too, especially the latter is partly caused by not having the full strength DRS any more.
Stage 5 so far (day 6)
In this first cycle, the sub-related lower back pain came back, but it’s very mild, while my chronic neck pain is improving again. That’s great news because the neck pain is major and a real problem while the lower back pain is a mild and temporary side effect which proves that the sub is working, as Shannon explained.
My emotional state is stable despite the horrible situation we’re in with this damn virus- no travel, no work, less money, no leaving the house, no entertaining, one friend and one acquaintance dead. I cannot report an emotional improvement but I am positive that the sub is keeping me sane, while I haven’t used any anxiety medication that was prescribed to me “when needed”.
No extraordinary new success and luck except maybe for some minor bitcoin gains.
I do miss the full strength stand-alone DRS when interacting with my mother (the worst vampire on earth)-she managed to get to me in a way that hadn’t happened for a long time. I asked Shannon and I now run one loop of DRS before and during my interactions with her. It might distract my focus from the other LTU components a bit but my situation of being constantly under attack calls for a maximum strength shield as my highest priority. Introducing DRS means that I had to shelf OE for the time being, it’s a pity but it became a lower priority. I hope I’ll find a window to run it next year.
Good luck with your LTU journey Magical Alchemist, you have an amazing product in your hands, I am looking forward to reading your reports.
You will probably have some good days and some bad days, and at some point it’s possible that you’ll find a “good reason” to quit (or change sub or otherwise sabotage your journey), because the sub works so deeply that it sometimes triggers strong unconscious resistance and fear. I promise I’ll kick your ass if that happens.
Stage 4 has not been kind on me, I know there’s a lot of shit I have to work through but it wasn’t much fun. However, I always experience more unpleasant side effects than most, no doubt due to a long history of trauma and abuse, nobody should be too concerned about my negative experiences. I have come to accept that for real healing it often gets worse for me before it gets better. I’m glad I’m done with stage 4 though, I’m on day 6 of stage 5 now.
Stage 4 report
In stage 4 my physical health declined- a lot of problems I had in the past resurfaced, including the tension neck pain I hoped I had gotten rid of for good (it’s most likely body armoring.) Also some cold like symptoms, very mild, while I hadn’t had a cold or a flu in a decade (ask me how, lol.)
Reading other users’ experiences, I finally connected a dull pain in my lower back with the sub, it had been there for a couple of months but I never reported it since it was minor and I had attributed to something else. It feels completely different from my neck pain, this is dull and it feels like the back being tired or a mild strain from lifting a heavy weight, while the neck pain is sharp and very intense.
By the end of stage 4, the pain in the lower back subsided.
I also had the worst fight ever with my partner toward the end of stage 4 and a pretty juice fight with my mother too, especially the latter is partly caused by not having the full strength DRS any more.
Stage 5 so far (day 6)
In this first cycle, the sub-related lower back pain came back, but it’s very mild, while my chronic neck pain is improving again. That’s great news because the neck pain is major and a real problem while the lower back pain is a mild and temporary side effect which proves that the sub is working, as Shannon explained.
My emotional state is stable despite the horrible situation we’re in with this damn virus- no travel, no work, less money, no leaving the house, no entertaining, one friend and one acquaintance dead. I cannot report an emotional improvement but I am positive that the sub is keeping me sane, while I haven’t used any anxiety medication that was prescribed to me “when needed”.
No extraordinary new success and luck except maybe for some minor bitcoin gains.
I do miss the full strength stand-alone DRS when interacting with my mother (the worst vampire on earth)-she managed to get to me in a way that hadn’t happened for a long time. I asked Shannon and I now run one loop of DRS before and during my interactions with her. It might distract my focus from the other LTU components a bit but my situation of being constantly under attack calls for a maximum strength shield as my highest priority. Introducing DRS means that I had to shelf OE for the time being, it’s a pity but it became a lower priority. I hope I’ll find a window to run it next year.
Good luck with your LTU journey Magical Alchemist, you have an amazing product in your hands, I am looking forward to reading your reports.
You will probably have some good days and some bad days, and at some point it’s possible that you’ll find a “good reason” to quit (or change sub or otherwise sabotage your journey), because the sub works so deeply that it sometimes triggers strong unconscious resistance and fear. I promise I’ll kick your ass if that happens.
E3+DRS -> LTU6 -> IYE -> DRS -> LTU6 Refresher -> OF3
