12-15-2020, 01:44 PM
(12-14-2020, 05:09 PM)Shannon Wrote: It sounds like you may be performing a very advanced and intricate form of mental gymnastics at the subconscious level in order to delay and derail the program from working, which is unfortunate but not an unsurprising result for someone who is sufficiently intelligent and educated. I of course could also be wrong. If I am right, then I'll need to add some very advanced counter-scripting, which will no doubt take a while to figure out the "how" of..
I say, go for it with your own intuitive responses to how and when to use it. See if that helps.
Thanks, Shannon, and, yeah, it might be. Or not. No idea. There's certainly no benefit in me rejecting the possibility that I'm slowing it down somehow, intentionally (subconsciously) or unintentionally (accidentally?). That'd only make it that much harder to stop doing it, if that's actually what's happening.
Even so, as I'd said, it's not that there's been no progress, just that there's been lighter progress than I've made on other subs in far less time. Unless, of course, this is the optimal pace for me to handle fear removal right now, which, while theoretically possible, still seems like it shouldn't be quite this glacial.
May also be a technical issue, as I haven't been able to use my home listening setup all year. The player side should be close enough to identical, but trading speakers for headphones alters two factors: 1) the device that's actually reproducing the audio and 2) headphones preclude using a pure US track.
Yeah, the switch to instinctive is just another thing to try. As the switch to v2 would also be. If they don't help to speed things up, then they don't, but at least I'll have given them a try.
Initially, though, I'm taking at least one day off, if only to see where things have settled after two months of no days off from OF.
