12-09-2020, 10:04 PM
Cycle 17 day off #3:
I went to my jujitsu class. When the class ended, I did talk a bit with the teacher. He said something about me which is accurate. He said the he perceiced that I have a fear of pain and this is blocking my progress...
Well this is totally accurate and it seems hard to get away from this healthy self-preserving fear...
Oh well, I'll need to meditate about this fear and if I can and want get rid of it and if it would be good to do so...
I went to my jujitsu class. When the class ended, I did talk a bit with the teacher. He said something about me which is accurate. He said the he perceiced that I have a fear of pain and this is blocking my progress...
Well this is totally accurate and it seems hard to get away from this healthy self-preserving fear...
Oh well, I'll need to meditate about this fear and if I can and want get rid of it and if it would be good to do so...
