The Modern Libertine's diary

[K-Train]

I'm on stage 6 now of Alpha 2011. It's been hard to tell what this set has been doing on the second run through. I guess the effects just aren't as dramatic this time. On thing for sure is I get highly irritated at stupid BS. At times my rage has almost reached critical mass. Part of the program, though, I guess. That stuff needs to come out in one way or another.

Before using AM I had a fear of using it because of the Jerk Syndrome. Once that syndrome started I actually felt...invigorated by it. As if I was a caged animal and now I had a way to release some of that anger. Turned out that it was exactly what the doctor ordered so I can definitely understand how you feel. I think having that hard edge about you is important as long as it is balanced out. Sometimes, people need to know exactly what happens if they cross or disrespect you in order for peace to be maintained especially here in America where people tend to take advantage of those who they percieve as "weak" or "too nice".

I am getting somewhat hounded by women. They need my attention badly it seems. It's funny to see which ones actually know how to flirt and which ones don't. That "call me maybe" ***** doesn't fly with me.

Nice. You should put them onto the Improve Your Flirting sub.