17-11-2020
I care to much and display neediness to an almost bipolar level. When im out on the streets, I have massive levels of freedom, fungoing and what not, which is a big improvement, but neediness rears its head in other situations like at work.
Also, the more cold minded, idgaf I am, the higher freedom levels there are. It seems to link back to trauma and conditioning, so in a way its positive how this comes to light as I now have something to actually work with.
I care to much and display neediness to an almost bipolar level. When im out on the streets, I have massive levels of freedom, fungoing and what not, which is a big improvement, but neediness rears its head in other situations like at work.
Also, the more cold minded, idgaf I am, the higher freedom levels there are. It seems to link back to trauma and conditioning, so in a way its positive how this comes to light as I now have something to actually work with.
