11-07-2020, 06:09 AM
Day 34
I'm getting into some heavy personal stuff with Sedona. E2 got some of it on the periphery but never got close to the heart of the matters. Still finding more fears I never knew I had preventing me from fully releasing/healing/clearing. It's intense enough that I'm only doing one release per day and E4 takes hours to overcome the fear on that one particular instance before I can let it go and allow that one specific trauma to be healed. INTJs really don't handle emotional stuff well.
If I knew everything I know now when I started I coulda woulda shoulda done OF 5.75G first, but with the difference that OF 1.1 made I understand why I thought E4 would address my most basic/foundational issues. OTOH I will appreciate the difference that it makes more, since the nasty fears I still had were below my conscious perception and I had to dig deep to find them. Hopefully there will be a 5.75.3+ version of OF available in 7 months.
I'm getting into some heavy personal stuff with Sedona. E2 got some of it on the periphery but never got close to the heart of the matters. Still finding more fears I never knew I had preventing me from fully releasing/healing/clearing. It's intense enough that I'm only doing one release per day and E4 takes hours to overcome the fear on that one particular instance before I can let it go and allow that one specific trauma to be healed. INTJs really don't handle emotional stuff well.
If I knew everything I know now when I started I coulda woulda shoulda done OF 5.75G first, but with the difference that OF 1.1 made I understand why I thought E4 would address my most basic/foundational issues. OTOH I will appreciate the difference that it makes more, since the nasty fears I still had were below my conscious perception and I had to dig deep to find them. Hopefully there will be a 5.75.3+ version of OF available in 7 months.
