10-27-2020, 04:42 PM
Cycle 3 day 6
had a date yesterday with hot brazilian woman.
i was so calm and non reactive that i got laid 30 minutes after meeting her. very casually.
i did have pied and couldnt perform well,
i guess its because i ejaculated that same day.
anyway im still having bizzar dreams- mostly fear related.
some dreams about somthing im afraid that will happen because of somthing i did..
i notice that with people of authority im still not myself
i wonder if or when its gonna be worked on
had a date yesterday with hot brazilian woman.
i was so calm and non reactive that i got laid 30 minutes after meeting her. very casually.
i did have pied and couldnt perform well,
i guess its because i ejaculated that same day.
anyway im still having bizzar dreams- mostly fear related.
some dreams about somthing im afraid that will happen because of somthing i did..
i notice that with people of authority im still not myself
i wonder if or when its gonna be worked on