Come to think of it, I probably went over on the total for the audio equipment, since I also got the Akitika headphone amp (crap), phono amp (haven't used it yet) and had him make some other tweaks that added to the cost. If you add in the WHAMMY (a really good heaphone amp) I had someone build for me the total should be similar. For any DIY people, build Nelson Pass designs instead of Akitika. You get another big jump in quality and the parts don't cost that much more than Akitika kits. You just can't legally have someone build one for you in exchange for money per the way Nelson Pass released the schematics to the DIYaudio.com community.
To Rusty's questions about benefits, the biggest one is the direct, useful feedback from the subconscious. It's definitely moving me in the right direction and pointing me in the direction of supplementary materials that will help me achieve the end goal faster. DRS isn't what I would want it to be yet, but it does have some effect. I've become far more productive overall and find myself putting a lot of effort into personal development. I'm definitely making good progress even if I don't feel like it all the time. That I've gotten more out of my time with E4 than that whole time being listless with E2 is not an exaggeration.
Day 17
So far the super specific feedback from my subconscious only relates to issues addressed by E4. When I asked it the most efficient way for me to get this nice penthouse I saw for sale in Hong Kong that was a measly US$300 million I got the same kind of wishy washy crap. That's a little tongue-in-cheek due to the price point (although it did happen), but I got the same thing regarding an MLM opportunity I've been considered too. But if I ask which Sedona processes I should run I get a very clear and direct answer.
Yesterday I went to the relationship section of the Sedona course and dove in to clear out everything that might come up there...and found out this is going to be even tougher than I thought. What I thought would take about 3 or 4 minutes went 20+ while feeling like hours. To top it off it wasn't even a relationship with a person - my subconscious said to start with my relationship with money. The wasn't the kind of "relationship" I thought I was going to tackle, but now I can't deny that it needs to be done. It's amazing how deeply negative programming can persist after you think you've gotten it all. Emotionally it's a downer in the moment, but getting the realization from my subconscious and having a way to do something about it is in fact a big positive.
I'm definitely not taking any more days off unless I have a good reason to do so. My energy levels and ability to progress toward the goals on the program crashed to nothing and regaining the momentum I had is not happening nearly as fast as it did the first time. It's exactly like Zig Ziglar's water pump story; if you stop for just a little bit all of the momentum is gone and you have to start all over again while being fatigued.
I've taken charge on a couple small projects in a different online community without worrying about whether or not some stuff is going to be approved or be more of a pain in the ass than it should. I wanted the objectives to be accomplished and volunteered to do it myself. So yay me.
DRS has some effect on my mom, but it's not yet ideal. It's almost like she's building up a resistance to having her own crap thrown back at her. Yesterday's nonsense was her trying to stick her and my nose into my brother-in-law's business based on part of a conversation she overheard. She kept trying to rope me into it after I explained that it's none of my business and I would need far more information to even hazard a guess on the issue (some kind of vague IT hardware failure? User error? Cheaped out on the hardware? Fuck if I know.). DRS only seems to work in person so far; it doesn't protect me at all if she calls.
MLS did a little after 6 months of use, but not nearly enough to justify the opportunity cost of the time investment. I was reading about 50 more wpm when using it but that didn't last. Everything MLS did wrong in trying to achieve its goals on me, E4 does right.
To Rusty's questions about benefits, the biggest one is the direct, useful feedback from the subconscious. It's definitely moving me in the right direction and pointing me in the direction of supplementary materials that will help me achieve the end goal faster. DRS isn't what I would want it to be yet, but it does have some effect. I've become far more productive overall and find myself putting a lot of effort into personal development. I'm definitely making good progress even if I don't feel like it all the time. That I've gotten more out of my time with E4 than that whole time being listless with E2 is not an exaggeration.
Day 17
So far the super specific feedback from my subconscious only relates to issues addressed by E4. When I asked it the most efficient way for me to get this nice penthouse I saw for sale in Hong Kong that was a measly US$300 million I got the same kind of wishy washy crap. That's a little tongue-in-cheek due to the price point (although it did happen), but I got the same thing regarding an MLM opportunity I've been considered too. But if I ask which Sedona processes I should run I get a very clear and direct answer.
Yesterday I went to the relationship section of the Sedona course and dove in to clear out everything that might come up there...and found out this is going to be even tougher than I thought. What I thought would take about 3 or 4 minutes went 20+ while feeling like hours. To top it off it wasn't even a relationship with a person - my subconscious said to start with my relationship with money. The wasn't the kind of "relationship" I thought I was going to tackle, but now I can't deny that it needs to be done. It's amazing how deeply negative programming can persist after you think you've gotten it all. Emotionally it's a downer in the moment, but getting the realization from my subconscious and having a way to do something about it is in fact a big positive.
I'm definitely not taking any more days off unless I have a good reason to do so. My energy levels and ability to progress toward the goals on the program crashed to nothing and regaining the momentum I had is not happening nearly as fast as it did the first time. It's exactly like Zig Ziglar's water pump story; if you stop for just a little bit all of the momentum is gone and you have to start all over again while being fatigued.
I've taken charge on a couple small projects in a different online community without worrying about whether or not some stuff is going to be approved or be more of a pain in the ass than it should. I wanted the objectives to be accomplished and volunteered to do it myself. So yay me.
DRS has some effect on my mom, but it's not yet ideal. It's almost like she's building up a resistance to having her own crap thrown back at her. Yesterday's nonsense was her trying to stick her and my nose into my brother-in-law's business based on part of a conversation she overheard. She kept trying to rope me into it after I explained that it's none of my business and I would need far more information to even hazard a guess on the issue (some kind of vague IT hardware failure? User error? Cheaped out on the hardware? Fuck if I know.). DRS only seems to work in person so far; it doesn't protect me at all if she calls.
MLS did a little after 6 months of use, but not nearly enough to justify the opportunity cost of the time investment. I was reading about 50 more wpm when using it but that didn't last. Everything MLS did wrong in trying to achieve its goals on me, E4 does right.
