Adventures in E4

[DarthXedonias]

Oh, it's a big negative. I'm tired, lethargic and would be borderline depressed if my vibration hadn't been so high all week. I've been hyper productive since listening to my subconscious, not only getting work done but having it not feel like work while doing it. I even got annoyed at myself for taking 30 minutes for entertainment when I could have been productive. It's been too long since I've been on a roll like that.

Today I've been completely unproductive in a useless way and haven't even done my reading for the day yet,. I've even considered letting it go despite writing it in my Priority Manager. That motherfucker is magic. When I write something in it it gets done come hell or high water. I'm still going to do it, but fuck, having difficulty following through on a decision that has been made is part of my former poverty mentality that is gone and never coming back.

To say nothing of my subconscious telling me this day off stuff is bullshit and doesn't apply to me. It's telling me that it's got this and to go balls to the wall until it tells me otherwise. During the week it has told me to take a break for a couple hours when needed. I have gotten no benefit from breaking the developing habit of getting better everyday.

Come to think of it, I've been getting far more direct and specific instructions from my subconscious since I started E4. Many times in the past when asking my subconscious for a second opinion I'd get wishy washy answers like maybe do this or that could be possible with limited or no direction, but everything I've gotten since starting E4 has been both specific and actionable.

Glad to see someone else is having close to similar results. I wouldn't worry about the sliding back thing too much. From personal experience after you get to a certain point E4 becomes your new normal and you barely notice any sliding back into old ways as they put it because there are no "old ways" to slide back into. I would say if your subconscious is telling you to keep listening then probably keep listening until you probably do need a break. 

Also very happy to see someone is getting direction from the subconscious. Haven't mentioned it much because I feel like people need to actually get to that point themselves before they believe it (or in their case believe it, then experience). Its quite interesting what happens and what direction you get once you stop being divided against yourself. E4 is the only real sub where I have noticed this subconscious direction effect. Either way hope your journey inward continues to be prosperous and well worth it. I will keep a look out for this journal in the future.