Tuesday 13 October - Day 9 of Cycle 2 (Day 3 of no listening)
Today dont recall any bad dreams or anything. On the contrary seems like a normal day lol
I procrastinated or was occupied until the late evening then got into gear with my to-do list for today to get things done.
None of these things are scary in and of themselves, but I do seem to be doing easier things first or less boring ones perhaps because the 1 item I left unstarted from yesterday is still on my todays list yet to do. Its not that hard but im avoiding it I feel so im gnna get on with it after this journal update.
That being said, ive managed to complete 3.5 items today. No where near the 9 from yesterday but its been interwined with lots of phone calls today etc so its been still semi productive day so far.
Im trying to get my goals started, the healthier eating, the gym (which im double minded about due to covid as here there wearing of face masks in the gym isnt a rule but ill be wearing a mask so I hope that keeps me safe) and my physiotherapy and other goals as well as studying etc.
The girl news is nice, shes missing me I do have to ask her but she does assume its obvious and she is falling for me. She not there yet but im sure time will help. She did bring up how long term could be an issue as her dad wants her to marry from her culture/ethnicity and im not from that so im a little unsure how to cross that bridge :/
Maybe @Shannon can make a sub to help me with that?
update:
So an hour has passed and ive been getting on with the 1 thing on my to-do list that I have been procrastinating on. I started off very slow as I was replying to messages on my phone eventually they ceased and allowed me to get my focus on. Ive done a good 50% of this task if not 70% and came on to just celebrate and now back to trying to focus and complete whatever of it I can.
Update2:
25mins on since last update and that task is now completed 100% done.
Tasks always come and add up but im taking steps towards 1 of my goals at least for now.
Today dont recall any bad dreams or anything. On the contrary seems like a normal day lol
I procrastinated or was occupied until the late evening then got into gear with my to-do list for today to get things done.
None of these things are scary in and of themselves, but I do seem to be doing easier things first or less boring ones perhaps because the 1 item I left unstarted from yesterday is still on my todays list yet to do. Its not that hard but im avoiding it I feel so im gnna get on with it after this journal update.
That being said, ive managed to complete 3.5 items today. No where near the 9 from yesterday but its been interwined with lots of phone calls today etc so its been still semi productive day so far.
Im trying to get my goals started, the healthier eating, the gym (which im double minded about due to covid as here there wearing of face masks in the gym isnt a rule but ill be wearing a mask so I hope that keeps me safe) and my physiotherapy and other goals as well as studying etc.
The girl news is nice, shes missing me I do have to ask her but she does assume its obvious and she is falling for me. She not there yet but im sure time will help. She did bring up how long term could be an issue as her dad wants her to marry from her culture/ethnicity and im not from that so im a little unsure how to cross that bridge :/
Maybe @Shannon can make a sub to help me with that?
update:
So an hour has passed and ive been getting on with the 1 thing on my to-do list that I have been procrastinating on. I started off very slow as I was replying to messages on my phone eventually they ceased and allowed me to get my focus on. Ive done a good 50% of this task if not 70% and came on to just celebrate and now back to trying to focus and complete whatever of it I can.
Update2:
25mins on since last update and that task is now completed 100% done.
Tasks always come and add up but im taking steps towards 1 of my goals at least for now.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
