09-05-2020, 02:35 PM
Yeah, that's where I've been--fear and resentment around most women. It's nice uncovering old desires for emotional and relational intimacy with women. I had this early on using LTU5 too.
Considering it came on so early with LTU5, I think fear woke up and overtook my desires once again. I'm starting to slowly appreciate the stage setup vs an all-in-one sub since stages have more focus and intensity with each of them. I had both fear and appreciation when I saw St2 would be doing more healing work, but that's pretty normal. I'll be going ahead with St2 in about a week.
The true lifesaver for me in LTU6 is FRM 4.9. Living without fear non-stop is becoming more of a reality. I say that since today, while working, I began to see how I've unhealthily related to males in my life (I work with only men), and I've looked for similar relationships to my childhood relationships. While seeing this objectively, I wasn't afraid
Considering it came on so early with LTU5, I think fear woke up and overtook my desires once again. I'm starting to slowly appreciate the stage setup vs an all-in-one sub since stages have more focus and intensity with each of them. I had both fear and appreciation when I saw St2 would be doing more healing work, but that's pretty normal. I'll be going ahead with St2 in about a week.
The true lifesaver for me in LTU6 is FRM 4.9. Living without fear non-stop is becoming more of a reality. I say that since today, while working, I began to see how I've unhealthily related to males in my life (I work with only men), and I've looked for similar relationships to my childhood relationships. While seeing this objectively, I wasn't afraid
I want to be FREE!
