09-04-2020, 09:32 AM
(09-04-2020, 06:52 AM)ianmarconi Wrote: Unfortunately, i didn't had much success with it, in fact, 90%of the time it puts me in a resistant depressed state.
I used it before with the same results and decided to quit at stage 4.
This time i committed to give another try, i am currently at stage 5 and, to be fair, i seem to have regressed, constantly depressed, low self-esteem, negative thoughts looping most of the time.
I wonder if it is a problem to quit before the end of stage 6, since the program builds on itself, maybe it will program me only halfway and cause some problems, i don't know.
I plan to use BASE after it, which is my main goal, i only used AM6 to give me a good foundation, which didn't really happened, i still feel and act like a boy.
This was me when I was younger when I quit at stage 3 because I was so adverse to internal pain and I honestly wished I stuck with it because I wouldn’t have to spend my time again and again to complete my first run. If you quit now, are you really setting yourself up for success with BASE? No matter what sub your going to run, it’s going to be a war with your old self who wants to maintain the status quo. Resistance is alway present but the new tech that Shannon makes will make it easier but it still going to be something you will face.
As for the second part, I feel the same way you did but on stage 4. It was absolute hell and I so wanted to quit. I was needy, suicidal, depressed and felt like I’m completely regressed back to last year where I was needy and sought the validation of others. By the time I reached the end of the Stage.... it just stopped. I worked through whatever that caused me to feel that way. Now I’m quite a bit happier with the program.
The whole process of AM6 is designed to push you off balance with every stage and if you stop now then your going to be off balance when you hit BASE. I always feel like the only reasonable path is through. If you let your resistance win now, how are you going to react when your struggling through BASE? It’s a “one stage” program that requires you to run it for 3-6 months most likely. If you reinforce your response of running away from resistance then it’s only going to hurt you in future runs of any program.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)