09-01-2020, 01:25 AM
2 fruits of LTU6 showed up this morning while getting ready for work.
I was in the shower, thinking about my thinking, as I usually get a bit antsy while getting ready for work. I thought of my statement in my 2nd post here where I said I was scared of success. And something clicked. Success is not my main fear. Being rejected is. If I never try, I don't face possibilities of being rejected. That is why I've avoided so many major challenges in life thus far. I feel vulnerable sharing that, but so far, LTU6 has given me enough self-belief and new ways to look at problems that I'm moving ahead anyway. I don't fear fear controlling my direction currently; I'm moving through it. That's big.
And secondly, after showering, I knew I wanted to post this. However, I'd dropped early last night, meaning I'd not prepped lunch and supplies for today. I had these normal ideas of "do this first, then that..." but it felt dull and counterproductive. Somehow, I ended up prepping everything I needed before I even got fully dressed for work. I trusted this thinking, and I got it all done easily. I'm unsure if it's USLM or UMOP, but it got done. I like this.
I was in the shower, thinking about my thinking, as I usually get a bit antsy while getting ready for work. I thought of my statement in my 2nd post here where I said I was scared of success. And something clicked. Success is not my main fear. Being rejected is. If I never try, I don't face possibilities of being rejected. That is why I've avoided so many major challenges in life thus far. I feel vulnerable sharing that, but so far, LTU6 has given me enough self-belief and new ways to look at problems that I'm moving ahead anyway. I don't fear fear controlling my direction currently; I'm moving through it. That's big.
And secondly, after showering, I knew I wanted to post this. However, I'd dropped early last night, meaning I'd not prepped lunch and supplies for today. I had these normal ideas of "do this first, then that..." but it felt dull and counterproductive. Somehow, I ended up prepping everything I needed before I even got fully dressed for work. I trusted this thinking, and I got it all done easily. I'm unsure if it's USLM or UMOP, but it got done. I like this.
I want to be FREE!
