08-30-2020, 04:38 AM
3rd cycle, 1st day off.
I'm having mental changes similar to my solo Universal Detox run, but this is going deeper. Yesterday, while working alone, I had this non-emotional awareness that I do a lot of acting to receive positive attention. I noticed it 2 days ago, and LTU is still on it. On UD it took down all my facades quickly, and all I was left with was old unhealthy coping strategies.
But something I've noticed a couple of times on LTU6, even this morning, is a immediate focus on this new (to me) thinking of "this needs changing. How can we make this happen?" It feels and sounds like USLM focusing on emotional healing, so WOW. This feels so possible, doable, whatever word makes sense, but it's doing something I've really desired.
That change, by itself, is priceless. Great job Shannon!
I'm having mental changes similar to my solo Universal Detox run, but this is going deeper. Yesterday, while working alone, I had this non-emotional awareness that I do a lot of acting to receive positive attention. I noticed it 2 days ago, and LTU is still on it. On UD it took down all my facades quickly, and all I was left with was old unhealthy coping strategies.
But something I've noticed a couple of times on LTU6, even this morning, is a immediate focus on this new (to me) thinking of "this needs changing. How can we make this happen?" It feels and sounds like USLM focusing on emotional healing, so WOW. This feels so possible, doable, whatever word makes sense, but it's doing something I've really desired.
That change, by itself, is priceless. Great job Shannon!
I want to be FREE!
