08-20-2020, 11:15 AM
(08-19-2020, 05:36 PM)Shannon Wrote: For me, I was exhausted to the point of not being able to do much besides sleep all day for a couple few days. Then my subconscious almost succeeded in tricking me into quitting for something else, and when I refused, the exhaustion just... disappeared.
The exhaustion means it is working, of course, because that means some part of you is fighting hard to stop it from doing what it's doing.
(08-19-2020, 06:33 PM)Shannon Wrote: Convincing you that you're not making progress is a great way to try to get you to quit, isn't it?
(08-18-2020, 11:33 AM)Mr_steevee Wrote: Cycle 7- Day 4
Holy cow. The last days have been really terrible. Short tempered and angry as hell mixed with a slight bit of depression.
I really don’t know what’s going on but I hope this won’t last too long.
It’s really like I don’t know what to do with myself.
These quotes represent my current state running OF.
I am exhausted (which leads to lower productivity and higher self-hate), having multiple thoughts to quit OF, in emotional turmoil (angry, sad, frustrated) and remembering the past and "What-if" scenarios.
I do not like this state. At all. Hence, I really do think running OF is a great decision.
