08-06-2020, 01:45 PM
Day one of the sixth cycle of listening. I use "Loop Habit Tracker" for Android to track my listening. It is a simple App but very effective. No more doubting what day of listening I'm on.
I have not noticed major fear-related triggers like I did when I started with the sub. Well, I did notice some changes, but I think I've easily adapted to them for me not to consider the changes a big deal.
For example, I decided to quit my job at the end of this month. I plan to move to a different city next month. I've already given my landlord a notice of leaving, and my manager is aware of my decision.
The problem is I know no one where I choose to move to. No job is lined-up for me there. I just feel like I need to move out of the false comfort zone I am in. I decided to place myself in a situation where I MUST make myself better.
I got tired of being surrounded by people with little to no ambition. Maybe a new place with a new set of people will show me if my ambitions are realistic, or if I'm just living in cloud cuckoo land. Only time will tell. Job opportunities are at their lowest at the moment in almost all sectors. Maybe this is an opportunity for me to finally become self-employed.
Do I feel fear? I am terrified! But screw it. I'm gonna do it anyway. What if I succeed? That will be dope!
I now feel less exhausted during the day. I guess my body has slowly adapted to the sub.
I'm less than two months into an eight months journey. Still a relatively long way to go.
I have not noticed major fear-related triggers like I did when I started with the sub. Well, I did notice some changes, but I think I've easily adapted to them for me not to consider the changes a big deal.
For example, I decided to quit my job at the end of this month. I plan to move to a different city next month. I've already given my landlord a notice of leaving, and my manager is aware of my decision.
The problem is I know no one where I choose to move to. No job is lined-up for me there. I just feel like I need to move out of the false comfort zone I am in. I decided to place myself in a situation where I MUST make myself better.
I got tired of being surrounded by people with little to no ambition. Maybe a new place with a new set of people will show me if my ambitions are realistic, or if I'm just living in cloud cuckoo land. Only time will tell. Job opportunities are at their lowest at the moment in almost all sectors. Maybe this is an opportunity for me to finally become self-employed.
Do I feel fear? I am terrified! But screw it. I'm gonna do it anyway. What if I succeed? That will be dope!
I now feel less exhausted during the day. I guess my body has slowly adapted to the sub.
I'm less than two months into an eight months journey. Still a relatively long way to go.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
