Cycle 4 - Days 2 - 4
Don't want to jinx anything, but man I really feel like PMO is a going to be a thing of the past for me now. I don't have a single thought or urge to even want to do it. My mind has now shifted to want a real connection again and to finally put myself out there, which I haven't in a long time I think from some deep fear that I have of putting myself out there.
Energy levels are up and down, today has been great but the last couple of days I just wanted to pass out at like 8pm, which is early for me since I usually go to bed after midnight right now. Also noticing that I'm feeling a lot more refreshed after getting less sleep, so I'm starting to naturally wake up an hour to an hour and a half earlier than I normally would.
Don't want to jinx anything, but man I really feel like PMO is a going to be a thing of the past for me now. I don't have a single thought or urge to even want to do it. My mind has now shifted to want a real connection again and to finally put myself out there, which I haven't in a long time I think from some deep fear that I have of putting myself out there.
Energy levels are up and down, today has been great but the last couple of days I just wanted to pass out at like 8pm, which is early for me since I usually go to bed after midnight right now. Also noticing that I'm feeling a lot more refreshed after getting less sleep, so I'm starting to naturally wake up an hour to an hour and a half earlier than I normally would.
