07-20-2020, 10:35 AM
Cycle 3 - Day 3:
Sitting here this afternoon I feel quite a bit of anxiety building up, and most notably a lot of resistance brewing in my subconscious via thoughts of not running the program anymore. I feel like on OF it's easier to identify this type of resistance, and knowing that's what it is I in no way will be giving in to it cause I know exactly what it is. So for now I'll just ride out the rest of the day and run my loops tonight. Might start the loops earlier in the evening if the thoughts don't go away by then. You're not beating me today SubC.
Sitting here this afternoon I feel quite a bit of anxiety building up, and most notably a lot of resistance brewing in my subconscious via thoughts of not running the program anymore. I feel like on OF it's easier to identify this type of resistance, and knowing that's what it is I in no way will be giving in to it cause I know exactly what it is. So for now I'll just ride out the rest of the day and run my loops tonight. Might start the loops earlier in the evening if the thoughts don't go away by then. You're not beating me today SubC.
