Throw Fear To The Curb! - StridingStrider's OF Journal

[StridingStrider]

Updated previous post with dream.

1/3 day of rest of Cycle #3.

Today has been better. Less anxiety. I've been applying to jobs more frequently, even to jobs I don't have much interest in. I figure I'll just attend the interviews and see what I think should they get back to me.

I do still have anxiety throughout the day, whenever I feel conflict is possible. On my way back from my sisters house there was a guy walking his dog, who looked a bit chavvy (our hoodlums in the UK) and as he was walking his dog he must of saw someone he knows drive past him, at which point he tries running off as if he was in danger. His dog wouldn't follow him though, so he ends up leaving the dog and running down a few doors to another house. When I saw what was happening I got a bit scared as to what was going to happen. Nothing did, but his reaction caused a reaction in me.