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Week 3/Day 1/OF 5.75G
Hello readers and welcome back! Nice report today. I’ll be talking about how OF 5.75G seems to be helping me become more attractive to women. If you want to skip directly to that section look for the section titled “OF 5.75G and Women". Reminder: if you want to skim through look for the "tldr's" at the end of each section and it will give you a summary of that section.
Towards the tail end of my off days for OF I started noticing less and less procrastination. Starting Sunday I began writing down a to-do list which isn’t new for me because I’ve done this periodically in the past. The difference is that with OF I’m able to complete almost everything on the list with very little hesitation or push back from my subconscious. In other words, I see it, I say “this needs to be done” and I get it done. This has allowed me to improve my productivity immensely. I have used Overcome Procrastination 4G multiple times in the past. It was a staple for me during school but right now OF 5.75G blows it out of the water because it cuts the legs from under the fear causing the procrastination which then means that the only thing stopping me from doing something is....me.
Tldr; Procrastination is being reduced even more on OF 5.75G
This is tied up and connected to the lack of procrastination. Today my mind was very clear and chatter free. This meant that everything I thought and wanted to do...I did it. Yesterday I needed to workout at least 10 minutes in order to complete everything on my agenda. I looked out the window, saw it was getting a little late but I said “I’ve got enough daylight so let’s get this going” and changed and went for a quick 15 minute jog. No mental push back. I had to make a phone call and let a close friend know something personal and while initially there was a slight twinge of fear but I pushed forward and made the call and had a fear level of 1/10.
Another benefit of being in this fearless flow is that I feel extremely happy and positive. When I got to work I was much more expressive and willing to chat with my coworkers. Even people who I normally don’t speak with much or who usually have an attitude were quickly disarmed when I came around and I even spoke with a couple of them. My work skills also are boosted because now I’m able to focus better, so much that I even outpaced one of my other coworkers to the point to where he said “oh wow you’re done already?” I can truthfully say that being able to focus was difficult for me in the past because I was always thinking about BS and worrying about stuff which slowed me down and caused me to take much longer on assignments.
Tldr; Work productivity increased due to less negative chatter.
Today has been...enlightening. I’ve been going around just chatting up the ladies around the job (no sexual shit...I ain’t trying to get hit with no #metoo BS). Man these women are eating it up. Normally when I’m in a good mood I can be quite expressive and whatever but I’m picking up on some subtle shifts with these women. The way some of them light up when I come around, the look in their eyes....man this program is some other shit. Prime example: female coworker that I rarely see but I had a good convo with her last week. Seen her today as I was walking around on break and saw her as she was cleaning. The look in her eye when she saw me was priceless. For the fellas, you know how you’d look at a woman who you were enamored by back in grade school? Yeah, she shot me THAT kind of look.
One of the great things about all this is....I’m honestly not trying. I’m not going out of my way to make any of this happen. I’m literally just being me. I ain’t spitting game (yet) or trying to mack on these women. I’m walking around, being friendly, enjoying being fearless, and that’s it.
Tldr; Receiving more female attention comparable to Aura of Sexiness/ BIABW.
A benefit of being an introvert and also keeping this journal is that I can keep tabs on myself easier. Earlier on in this journal I mentioned the “web of fears” essentially talking about how as a man it's my opinion that being afraid of rejection and negative subjective criticism. For myself, I know that my subconscious fear of abandonment and intimacy have periodically f*cked me over and prevented me from getting the type of success I knew I could. Here’s the thing though, we know that fear has the ability to branch out and create new fears and new issues. So this means theoretically that the elimination of one fear could potentially lead to the dissolution of a host of other fears.
Let’s look at the fear of rejection. Rejection is a common almost universal fear among many people and especially men. If you fear rejection you won’t talk to women. Even if you do talk to a woman guess what? Your fear of rejection will prevent you from saying what’s on your mind and will cause you to walk on eggshells so you don’t say something stupid. Extend that fear to job applications. You want a job but you don’t want to “look stupid” or “foolish” if your application gets rejected so you don’t apply or procrastinate on applying. So on and so on. What I’m discovering is that those core wounds that I have within myself from childhood (fear of abandonment and intimacy) really boil down to just the fear of rejection. My caregivers at some point in time would reject me for not being tough which leads to me forcing myself to try and be less reliant on them and fear dependence/intimacy because it might make me look “weak”. My peers in grade school rejected me for how I looked at the time and that lead to them ganging up on me multiple times and twisting shit even when I beat their ass which leads to → fear of success because if I get too successful the kids from grade school will try to gang up on me again and try to tear me down.
That feeling of being abandoned (aka REJECTED) was painful thus my brain decided to keep people at arm's length and confidently assume they couldn’t be trusted. Fear of intimacy develops because I subconsciously don’t trust loved ones or people who say they care about me because they might abandon me (aka REJECT me) as soon as I display any sign of weakness thus leading to me having casual relationships but never being willing to care too much about the woman I was with and if I started to care I would self-sabotage the relationship to prevent myself from developing feelings which could lead to me looking weak which could lead to them….yup, you guessed it, rejecting me.
I believe this is why I’m feeling so good right now and expressive. That fear of rejection is being dissolved and it's making a lot of other things go away as well.
Tldr; My core fears which are fear of abandonment and fear of intimacy are actually rooted in the fear of rejection and its dissolution is improving my life.
This post is already crazy long so I’ll end it in this section. OF 5.75G is a damn good product when it starts kicking in. I cannot speak for everyone else but this program is quite frankly under priced IMO. I’m glad that Shannon took the COVID-19 pandemic into consideration and did not raise price but when the pandemic ends I fully expect Overcome Fear 6G to be more expensive. In a separate post I’d like to discuss OF and DMSI further but I’ll stop here.
Thanks for reading and remember, if you want to read through this journal quicker, look for the bold tldr’s at the end of each section which summarizes the corresponding section.
Hello readers and welcome back! Nice report today. I’ll be talking about how OF 5.75G seems to be helping me become more attractive to women. If you want to skip directly to that section look for the section titled “OF 5.75G and Women". Reminder: if you want to skim through look for the "tldr's" at the end of each section and it will give you a summary of that section.
Procrastination Reduction
Towards the tail end of my off days for OF I started noticing less and less procrastination. Starting Sunday I began writing down a to-do list which isn’t new for me because I’ve done this periodically in the past. The difference is that with OF I’m able to complete almost everything on the list with very little hesitation or push back from my subconscious. In other words, I see it, I say “this needs to be done” and I get it done. This has allowed me to improve my productivity immensely. I have used Overcome Procrastination 4G multiple times in the past. It was a staple for me during school but right now OF 5.75G blows it out of the water because it cuts the legs from under the fear causing the procrastination which then means that the only thing stopping me from doing something is....me.
Tldr; Procrastination is being reduced even more on OF 5.75G
Fearless Flow
This is tied up and connected to the lack of procrastination. Today my mind was very clear and chatter free. This meant that everything I thought and wanted to do...I did it. Yesterday I needed to workout at least 10 minutes in order to complete everything on my agenda. I looked out the window, saw it was getting a little late but I said “I’ve got enough daylight so let’s get this going” and changed and went for a quick 15 minute jog. No mental push back. I had to make a phone call and let a close friend know something personal and while initially there was a slight twinge of fear but I pushed forward and made the call and had a fear level of 1/10.
Another benefit of being in this fearless flow is that I feel extremely happy and positive. When I got to work I was much more expressive and willing to chat with my coworkers. Even people who I normally don’t speak with much or who usually have an attitude were quickly disarmed when I came around and I even spoke with a couple of them. My work skills also are boosted because now I’m able to focus better, so much that I even outpaced one of my other coworkers to the point to where he said “oh wow you’re done already?” I can truthfully say that being able to focus was difficult for me in the past because I was always thinking about BS and worrying about stuff which slowed me down and caused me to take much longer on assignments.
Tldr; Work productivity increased due to less negative chatter.
OF 5.75G and Women
Today has been...enlightening. I’ve been going around just chatting up the ladies around the job (no sexual shit...I ain’t trying to get hit with no #metoo BS). Man these women are eating it up. Normally when I’m in a good mood I can be quite expressive and whatever but I’m picking up on some subtle shifts with these women. The way some of them light up when I come around, the look in their eyes....man this program is some other shit. Prime example: female coworker that I rarely see but I had a good convo with her last week. Seen her today as I was walking around on break and saw her as she was cleaning. The look in her eye when she saw me was priceless. For the fellas, you know how you’d look at a woman who you were enamored by back in grade school? Yeah, she shot me THAT kind of look.
One of the great things about all this is....I’m honestly not trying. I’m not going out of my way to make any of this happen. I’m literally just being me. I ain’t spitting game (yet) or trying to mack on these women. I’m walking around, being friendly, enjoying being fearless, and that’s it.
Tldr; Receiving more female attention comparable to Aura of Sexiness/ BIABW.
Revisiting the Web of Fears
A benefit of being an introvert and also keeping this journal is that I can keep tabs on myself easier. Earlier on in this journal I mentioned the “web of fears” essentially talking about how as a man it's my opinion that being afraid of rejection and negative subjective criticism. For myself, I know that my subconscious fear of abandonment and intimacy have periodically f*cked me over and prevented me from getting the type of success I knew I could. Here’s the thing though, we know that fear has the ability to branch out and create new fears and new issues. So this means theoretically that the elimination of one fear could potentially lead to the dissolution of a host of other fears.
Let’s look at the fear of rejection. Rejection is a common almost universal fear among many people and especially men. If you fear rejection you won’t talk to women. Even if you do talk to a woman guess what? Your fear of rejection will prevent you from saying what’s on your mind and will cause you to walk on eggshells so you don’t say something stupid. Extend that fear to job applications. You want a job but you don’t want to “look stupid” or “foolish” if your application gets rejected so you don’t apply or procrastinate on applying. So on and so on. What I’m discovering is that those core wounds that I have within myself from childhood (fear of abandonment and intimacy) really boil down to just the fear of rejection. My caregivers at some point in time would reject me for not being tough which leads to me forcing myself to try and be less reliant on them and fear dependence/intimacy because it might make me look “weak”. My peers in grade school rejected me for how I looked at the time and that lead to them ganging up on me multiple times and twisting shit even when I beat their ass which leads to → fear of success because if I get too successful the kids from grade school will try to gang up on me again and try to tear me down.
That feeling of being abandoned (aka REJECTED) was painful thus my brain decided to keep people at arm's length and confidently assume they couldn’t be trusted. Fear of intimacy develops because I subconsciously don’t trust loved ones or people who say they care about me because they might abandon me (aka REJECT me) as soon as I display any sign of weakness thus leading to me having casual relationships but never being willing to care too much about the woman I was with and if I started to care I would self-sabotage the relationship to prevent myself from developing feelings which could lead to me looking weak which could lead to them….yup, you guessed it, rejecting me.
I believe this is why I’m feeling so good right now and expressive. That fear of rejection is being dissolved and it's making a lot of other things go away as well.
Tldr; My core fears which are fear of abandonment and fear of intimacy are actually rooted in the fear of rejection and its dissolution is improving my life.
Final Thoughts
This post is already crazy long so I’ll end it in this section. OF 5.75G is a damn good product when it starts kicking in. I cannot speak for everyone else but this program is quite frankly under priced IMO. I’m glad that Shannon took the COVID-19 pandemic into consideration and did not raise price but when the pandemic ends I fully expect Overcome Fear 6G to be more expensive. In a separate post I’d like to discuss OF and DMSI further but I’ll stop here.
Thanks for reading and remember, if you want to read through this journal quicker, look for the bold tldr’s at the end of each section which summarizes the corresponding section.
