F is for Fear Removal - OF 5.75G

[ncbeareatingman]

Hi all,

Been a long time since I've posted anything on the forum.  I'm not the best at journaling to begin with, but I want to do it a little bit more now that I'm starting OF 5.75G.  The product description got me hooked immediately so I got it right after it came out, but didn't start using it until two nights ago.

After two nights of using the ultrasonic FLAC file through my phone speaker at 13/15 volume, I've already noticed some things that I do want to mention.  Yesterday during the day I was starting to realize what my deepest fears really are and what I really want to be worked on by using this program.  I haven't been in a relationship for a long time, and i think just being loved or loving someone else is deeply rooted to fears that I have, not only of women in general but also just the feeling of opening up to another person.  There are two ways that I subconsciously sabotage myself from opening up to people and actively looking for a relationship.  1) PMO - it's been a huge problem for me for a long time and I now realize that it's something I've done to sabotage myself and not feel the effects of the fear that's holding me back, and 2) poor diet.  Although I do work out very consistently, having a poor diet I feel holds me back significantly and I also think this is due to fears that I've been holding in for a long time.

Last night I used it for the second night and I'm already feeling a lot better.  My thinking has been very clear and I realize what I need to do to overcome the attempts of self-sabotage.  Also feeling very light in the head, not in a bad way but it's more of a euphoric feeling compared to before I started the program.

So far there haven't been any negatives from the last two nights and my energy levels have been normal.  That's all I have for now and I'll continue to update if any noticeable things come up that should be mentioned.

 Yes  it has been a long time Man...welcome Back so to speak, I wanted to agknowledge you and the other members of the forum who have chosen to face these fears,address the accompanying connected issues/concerns/addtional fear.a courageous bunch indeed. More power to you,many OF help re-open your journey to Love,Light and Much opportunity,as well. genuinely. Keith.