K-Train's OF 5.75G Journal: The Other Side of Fear is Freedom

[K-Train]

@Ruffian : thanks bro! That was the goal and I'm glad that its being accomplished!

**Week 2, Day 1 on OF 5.75G**

Why You Shouldn't Stop OF 5.75G Too Soon

Chinks in the Armor of Fearlessness

So yesterday leading up  to my night time exposure to OF was a reminder of why you shouldn't stop OF 5.75G too soon. Throughout the day I noticed that chinks in my fearless armor appearing. Little bit of self doubt here. A little bit of overthinking there. I was listening to a rap song and the lyrics jogged up painful memories regarding women and sexuality overall. Now to be fair, these memories didn't f*ck me up as much as they would have but I've become used to not feeling any discomfort so this is odd to say the least. This is a testament to the new jump in power because the naturalizer in the program made it to where by the end of the 6 days on OF I genuinely was comfortable with the new me. Ironically, I began to fear returning to the "old" me. These sensations and feelings were numbed but stronger than what I've noticed in the past few days (which was almost nothing).

Digging up the past and the web of fears

As mentioned before, OF must be hitting on some deep stuff. A detriment to the program's naturalizer and effectiveness is that you begin to get this euphoric sense of confidence and belief that nothing can hurt you. This is most likely because "weaker" and less "anchored" fears are the ones that are dug up and removed the quickest but the real test is when the other fears start getting targeted such as those related to women and those with deep roots such as fear around conflict. 

• The Fear of Conflict - this is an interesting one for me because getting into fights was a part of my childhood. Most of them were W's. Some not so much. Such is life. So it's interesting that this fear even exists but I'm beginning to believe that this fear is simultaneously implicated in a web of other fears such as (1) Fear of Criticism (2) Fear of Rejection (3) Fear of Being Alone. It is my strong opinion that those 3 fears exists in most men (or people in general) to a certain degree however in my own personal life I've found that the men who were the most "Alpha" had a diminished presence of these fears or at minimum weren't afraid of facing these fears head on. I would also argue that the fear of being alone is probably at the center because humans are social creatures and it stands to reason that we are hardwired to avoid being alone and to remain in groups purely for survival. 
  

Final Thoughts on The Web of Fear and the Future of DMSI

Alan Roger Currie in his book Mode One: Let the Women Know What You're REALLY Thinking  and also in some of his other works claims (and I'm paraphrasing) that a man cannot effectively womanize or be alpha if they possess a fear of negative subjective criticisms (particularly from women), a fear of rejection (particularly from women), and a lack of balls and back bone (confidence). as Shannon himself stated here in @mrsteve's journal:

A lack of fear is attractive to women.  It can come in the form of stillness, or confidence.  They both attract women, but for very different reasons.

So the success of OF 5.75G will give us all a hint at what a future DMSI could do because its effort to eradicate ALL fears will, at least in some people, inevitably result in it tackling fears that are preventing guys from being successful with women. Here's hoping the outcome is good. Thanks for reading.